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So what do I do now? (ignore my question before this one)? |
Details: I wrote this as an e-mail to him. He鈥檚 a nice person who is a real crushable guy. He鈥檚 gay too (although he did not admit it to anyone鈥?it鈥檚 an open secret though in our college). So I ignored you again. But it's just me. I'm the great torpe. As in the GREAT TORPE. So even though I see you in there talking to everyone around us abnormally because you don't do that each class day (I notice, more below). Even the comment: "Hope I have fun today" was, I think, a put on. I was really too close to talking to you. Do you remember when phonecards were being distributed at the start of the class? I planned to get mine, then pass them to you (and greet you in some way). But then you were talking to someone over the phone, so I sighed. Then after that, the guy beside me passed the cards to you, and you told him: "I don't what to do with these... then, tell me!" I knew that was my chance to say something, but yes, I blotched it up. Maybe it's in my nature to screw-up every chance of conversation. See there is this one guy in my Art Studies I class who likes me somehow to stand beside me (and I beside him) while we were viewing paintings in the Vargas museum. So we stood beside each other alone in almost every remote area of the gallery for two hours. But I never spoke a word, and neither did he. So each day in Art Stud we exist in awareness of each other, locking eyes most of the time, but keeping too mum (and too stupid) not to say anything. Maybe it's like what is happening to me in our class. I notice you, but pretend no to. I saw you coming up the stairs while I was coming down (I even heard the sigh you gave), but averted your eyes. I was surprised why you have to talk to Ms. Comrade that way (and I stupidly hid behind her). Then in your seat and while the lecture was going on, I noticed that you were not concentrating on the lecture and that you were not taking notes. And I wondered why. Why did he sigh? Why did he talk to comrade in a loud voice? Why did he took longer than usual to get to his seat? Why did he have to tell someone in front of me that he hopes to have fun? Why did he have to ask, in a loud voice, what to do with the phonecards? Why did he act so unfocused? I could asked you directly. but I didn't. I was stupid and I'm sorry for causing you a not-so-fun day. Forgive me, and I regret not doing so very much. Confused, ignored and malacious is the right word for the text you have just narrated. What do you do now? Slap yourself. Maybe that will knock some sense into you. Your letter to him is too long. You have to be short and to the point, using paragraphs more to break up your message. I think he likes you... any guy who actually stands next to you for two hours straight would like you... same for a girl.. and if you two keep having eye contact for a long time then there's something that happening... my cousin calls it the 'line'. The line that brings people together -.-'' So yeah just wait for a reply for him... if he replies he most likely does like you back lol. so yeah after he replies try to hang out with him more and then when you two are alone in a park or something, confess. |
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